Thursday, September 25, 2008♥should i, should i not???♥
just read finish a friend's blog and she posted her b.day pics up..
i'm struggling again..
should i or should i not celebrate my 21st b.day???
i had always looked forward to this day, yet bec of alot of present problems, i started to wonder..
why should?
bec its 21st and its a significant number that everybody does that???
bec i've attented a few of my friend's 21st b.day and i wanted 1???
bec i wanted a memorable b.day since i've had non, or maybe not non after i've met my bf but i wan a HUGE and GRAND one with all my friends around???
why should not?
bec $$$ problem???
bec guests problems???
bec nobody's free???
bec.. bec.. bec..
arhhh, i just don't know anymore..
any suggest my friends???
maybe can msn and tell mi???
hahaha..
just read finish a friend's blog and she posted her b.day pics up..
i'm struggling again..
should i or should i not celebrate my 21st b.day???
i had always looked forward to this day, yet bec of alot of present problems, i started to wonder..
why should?
bec its 21st and its a significant number that everybody does that???
bec i've attented a few of my friend's 21st b.day and i wanted 1???
bec i wanted a memorable b.day since i've had non, or maybe not non after i've met my bf but i wan a HUGE and GRAND one with all my friends around???
why should not?
bec $$$ problem???
bec guests problems???
bec nobody's free???
bec.. bec.. bec..
arhhh, i just don't know anymore..
any suggest my friends???
maybe can msn and tell mi???
hahaha..
???should or shouldn't???
written at 8:41 am
